tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-45916965685476268892024-03-08T05:35:15.215-05:00Lake Side MusingsWhat does the reflection tell you?Zeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15401490732485953432noreply@blogger.comBlogger39125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4591696568547626889.post-62987200508780522562014-06-21T06:37:00.001-04:002014-06-21T06:37:23.307-04:00Casual Takeover<i>I can't really explain all this right now. It's more of a test for some things. Don't worry about it too much~</i><div><i><br></i></div><div><i><br></i></div><div><i><br></i></div><div><i><br></i></div><div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>Zevran sat crosslegged on his bed, playing with his omnitool. While this sort of thing had never really been a strong point for him it needed to be done. The "great" Captain Ajax was off who-knows-where doing god-knows-what. It had to stop. The crew was promised fame, fortune, a life of adventure. What they got were docking bays, bar fights, and less and less money. The drell did not sign on for that. He signed on for promise of pay. He couldn't even take assassination contracts on the side for how fickle the Captain was with their time. Disorganized at best, shamefully underprepared at the worst.</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>He was going to change that.</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>The coup would be silent and subtle. The crew wouldn't even know it was happening until it was already finished. Still... Someone was bound to find out the plans. Would they stay on under his banner? Would they leave? Kill him? Hard to say. And frankly, he didn't like to think about that too much. No. Zev needed to stay focused on his task. Unfortunately for Ajax, the coup would be done as legally as possible given the circumstances. The ship would be owned by one Zevran Arainai once all was said and done.</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span> It was the perfect plan. Once everything was complete, once they were making a living, he would be a virtual Pirate King.</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>But that was all for later.</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>Much later.</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>He needed to work out a plan to tell the crew. Out of everyone, he thought Felicia would take it the worst. They had only just started getting to know each other after what felt like such a long time working with her. No. She couldn't find out. Not yet. It would have to be kept from her for now. As much as he wanted to include her in the plans, she would probably end up being more of a liability.</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>Zevran sighed and closed his omnitool. The assassin wouldn't be able to keep this secret from his new lover for long.</div></div>Zeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15401490732485953432noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4591696568547626889.post-85716318784731404562013-07-27T21:55:00.001-04:002013-07-27T21:55:26.641-04:00July 27, 2013 - I Love You, a poem<i>I wrote this the same day as <a href="http://lakesidemusings.blogspot.ca/2013/07/july-27-2013-casually-freaking-out.html" target="_blank">Casually Freaking Out</a> and I thought I would post it as well. As with the previous one, it is inspired by my Muse. Though it is a little sadder and rather sappy if you ask me. I can't even begin to describe the emotion behind it so... Just read. It is also a structured poem. I hope you enjoy it!</i><br />
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Can you feel it?<br />
The warm sunshine?<br />
It is yours<br />
And it is mine<br />
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Our hearts beat fast<br />
'Neath the summer sky<br />
One of us<br />
Is going to die<br />
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Don't be sad<br />
Hear words true<br />
I did not want<br />
It to be you<br />
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The poison courses<br />
Through my veins<br />
Causing shakes<br />
And stabbing pains<br />
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My heart rate slows<br />
Looking into your eyes<br />
As we share<br />
Heartfelt goodbyes<br />
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Don't mourn my loss<br />
Your tears feel wrong<br />
Please, my love<br />
You must go on<br />
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Now I am gone<br />
'Neath skies so blue<br />
I want to say<br />
That I love youZeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15401490732485953432noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4591696568547626889.post-28037293220717680402013-07-27T21:47:00.001-04:002013-07-27T21:47:44.709-04:00July 27, 2013 - Casually Freaking Out<i>This is my first structured poem in years. Inspired by my adorable Muse, I give you this poem!</i><br />
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My brain is full of bunny fluff<br />
My eyes are full of sand<br />
My legs make sounds like crickets<br />
I've marshmallow on my hands<br />
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My teeth are made of ice cream<br />
I think there's gum stuck in my hair<br />
There's a spider in my shoe<br />
In cotton candy underwear<br />
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A song is running through my head<br />
Don't know what it's about<br />
I don't know 'bout you<br />
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<i>Take from it what you will, but I needed to write this down.</i><br>
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<a href="http://lakesidemusings.blogspot.com/2012/07/july-01-2012-girl-you-dont-know.html#more">Read more »</a>Zeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15401490732485953432noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4591696568547626889.post-75570250752700524242012-06-12T09:30:00.001-04:002012-06-12T09:30:15.117-04:00June 12, 2012 - Dead For You<i>This started out as some</i> <i>posts on my Twitter. I thought I would post them in here and add on to the sort of theme of melancholy I had going. I hope you enjoy my dark thoughts. The tweets are in blue and all little pieces are 140 characters or less.</i><br>
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<a href="http://lakesidemusings.blogspot.com/2012/05/may-19-2012-snow.html#more">Read more »</a>Zeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15401490732485953432noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4591696568547626889.post-10402727345279594832012-05-18T22:44:00.000-04:002012-05-18T22:44:10.139-04:00May 18, 2012 - My Secret<i>Original date February 9, 2012. This one is a little creepier. Just a little... I have much creepier stuff around here somewhere! Also kind of sad... Enjoy regardless!</i><br>
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