June 21, 2014

Casual Takeover

I can't really explain all this right now. It's more of a test for some things. Don't worry about it too much~

Zevran sat crosslegged on his bed, playing with his omnitool. While this sort of thing had never really been a strong point for him it needed to be done. The "great" Captain Ajax was off who-knows-where doing god-knows-what. It had to stop. The crew was promised fame, fortune, a life of adventure. What they got were docking bays, bar fights, and less and less money. The drell did not sign on for that. He signed on for promise of pay. He couldn't even take assassination contracts on the side for how fickle the Captain was with their time. Disorganized at best, shamefully underprepared at the worst.
He was going to change that.
The coup would be silent and subtle. The crew wouldn't even know it was happening until it was already finished. Still... Someone was bound to find out the plans. Would they stay on under his banner? Would they leave? Kill him? Hard to say. And frankly, he didn't like to think about that too much. No. Zev needed to stay focused on his task. Unfortunately for Ajax, the coup would be done as legally as possible given the circumstances. The ship would be owned by one Zevran Arainai once all was said and done.
It was the perfect plan. Once everything was complete, once they were making a living, he would be a virtual Pirate King.
But that was all for later.
Much later.
He needed to work out a plan to tell the crew. Out of everyone, he thought Felicia would take it the worst. They had only just started getting to know each other after what felt like such a long time working with her. No. She couldn't find out. Not yet. It would have to be kept from her for now. As much as he wanted to include her in the plans, she would probably end up being more of a liability.
Zevran sighed and closed his omnitool. The assassin wouldn't be able to keep this secret from his new lover for long.

July 27, 2013

July 27, 2013 - I Love You, a poem

I wrote this the same day as Casually Freaking Out and I thought I would post it as well. As with the previous one, it is inspired by my Muse. Though it is a little sadder and rather sappy if you ask me. I can't even begin to describe the emotion behind it so... Just read. It is also a structured poem. I hope you enjoy it!

Can you feel it?
The warm sunshine?
It is yours
And it is mine

Our hearts beat fast
'Neath the summer sky
One of us
Is going to die

Don't be sad
Hear words true
I did not want
It to be you

The poison courses
Through my veins
Causing shakes
And stabbing pains

My heart rate slows
Looking into your eyes
As we share
Heartfelt goodbyes

Don't mourn my loss
Your tears feel wrong
Please, my love
You must go on

Now I am gone
'Neath skies so blue
I want to say
That I love you

July 27, 2013 - Casually Freaking Out

This is my first structured poem in years. Inspired by my adorable Muse, I give you this poem!

My brain is full of bunny fluff
My eyes are full of sand
My legs make sounds like crickets
I've marshmallow on my hands

My teeth are made of ice cream
I think there's gum stuck in my hair
There's a spider in my shoe
In cotton candy underwear

A song is running through my head
Don't know what it's about
I don't know 'bout you
But I am casually freaking out

February 12, 2013

February 12, 2013 - The Other Side Of Paradise

I know this tarnishes my previous story horribly, but I had to write it. I couldn't get the image out of my head at all. It was too vivid and I had to get it out.

This one is significantly sadder than the last one. I know it's making me sad.


February 10, 2013

February 10, 2013 - Another Day In Paradise

I don't know. I keep getting images from this and I needed to write it down before I went crazy. It's happy and the images that come to mind are beautiful and... I don't know... It's going to be pretty sort because this is just a scene I keep seeing in my mind and I can't get it out.

Take from it what you will, but I needed to write this down.

Enjoy it, anyway...

Note: This scene isn't something that bothers me. Just something I keep seeing in my mind that I felt like I needed to write down somewhere.

September 20, 2012

September 20, 2012 - Everyone Dies Alone

This is based on some of the most recent RP I've done with @CelesteTyn which was... Well, it was a little depressing. This little story is basically an alternate thing I was thinking up just to be depressing. Not everyone will approve, but that's why you aren't writing this <3

I also apologize for it being so short. I was unsure of how to make it any longer. Also, due to it being in twitter RP, there wasn't much point in making it very long.


August 29, 2012

August 29, 2012 - For the Strong and the Wishing To Be Strong

It's hard to explain what inspired this. Maybe it's my own take on things that I've seen happen around me. Maybe it's an actual person. Maybe it's you, Reader. I cannot rightly say. Just know that you may take from this what you will. I write for You and for me.